how long have you been holding that back?

"You know that figurative 'bottle' where you stuff your feelings in?
I had convinced myself that I didn't need to open it; truthfully I didn't know how to.
Even if it the bottle started to crack because of the pressure and it started to spill out through the gaps,
I thought I could fix it up, you know?
Good as new, right?

But it never worked."


oh gosh my son 
my precious son
shhh you'll be ok//